B-Sides Myself lyrics

CONTROLLING THE RAGE
I. Temper II. Aftermath III. The Grudge
(Words & Music by Gary Schutt)


Temper, temper, fights to feed the rage
Controlling me
Words of my disdain
Bitter feelings driving me insane

Hatred leads the path to ignorant attacks
I fight the battle everyday
Someday you will see that it¹s you and not me
See the err of your way

Rage surrounding
Rage empowering
Try to fight it
Can¹t control the rage

Indignation
Animosity
A fuming stare
Gnashing at the teeth
Discontentment
A taste of my fury

You and I were being always disagreeing
Always judging on the past
Vicious at the breakup
Always feeling fed up
Hoping it will be the last

Rage surrounding
Rage empowering
Try to fight it
Can¹t control the rage

After the rain falls, we pick up the pieces to try again and fail
What am I doing here?
We part in silence while those around perceive the external smile
Inside I¹m dying

A touch of darkness becomes the ray of light to guide my way
Guide my way blindly
Time heals all wounds and scars
But untreated thus far is mine

I hold my grudge
Got a bone to pick with you
Disgracing me
Implausible attitude
Over vindictive
Scorned and cynical, too

I¹ve tried to be strong
I¹ve tried to hold on
I couldn¹t get through to you
A violent reaction
Temperamental satisfaction
Believe me it was overdue

Rage surrounding
Rage empowering
Rage encompass
Rage among us
Try to fight it
Can¹t control the rage

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LEFT IN THE DARK
(Words & Music by Gary Schutt)


You disrespect my wishes
You complicate my life
You keep your secrets well until I have too pry
You love to see me beg for more

You disregard my feelings like I¹m not even here
Maybe a normal life could be what you fear
So what am I hanging around for?

You lead me on
I¹ll be your pawn
Don¹t take too long
I¹m left in the dark
You lie to me
So set me free
Stop hurting me
I¹m left in the dark

You neglect my emotions like it¹s all part of a game
The white line brings your sunshine, while I walk in the rain
Every day I take another guess

You never talk to me
You never look at me
You couldn¹t stand to hurt me if you told me the truth
Every day I trust you even less

I¹ll draw the line
Kiss it all goodbye
Spent too much time left in the dark
There is no trust
There is no us
From dawn Otill dusk I¹m left in the dark

I haven¹t seen you in a week
How could I possibly think that things are O.K.?
I can¹t forgive you nor forget
You make me too upset
There¹s nothing more to say
'Cause I don¹t love you

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ONLY YOU KNOW
(Words & Music by Gary Schutt)


Since when do the days go so slow?
I¹ve lost your love and my self control
But your heart isn¹t sure what it¹s saying
So you keep a distance there
I¹ll tell you what mine¹s relaying
You can see it in my stare

Only you know the way to love me
Only you know the way to make me see
Only you know the way to love me
Only you can take the pain away from me

There¹s got to be a better way
To fall out of love with out the pain
So your mind has changed its heart
Only to protect yourself
It¹s tearing me apart
Giving me a life in hell


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I'M IN LOVE WITH THE GIRL THAT I HATE
(words & music by Gary Schutt)

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BEHIND MY BACK
(Words & Music by Gary Schutt)


Things I hear, always contradicting with your truth
How much time do you need to come up with another alibi?
All your friends try to restore my faith in you
All of mine ask me why the hell I even waste my time

Can¹t take no more of the circumstances I¹ve been given
Gonna leave you in time Ocause there is no trust

I wanna know what you¹re doing behind my back
I wanna know what you¹re saying behind my back
I wanna know when & why & who you¹re seeing behind my back

Tell me why you¹re dying to see me then you never show
Games of the mind
It makes me wonder if there¹s something I don¹t know
I don¹t know

I can¹t take no more of the things I¹ve been hearing
Gonna draw the line 'Cause there is no trust

I wanna know what you¹re doing behind my back
I wanna know what you¹re saying behind my back
I wanna know when & why & who you¹re seeing behind my back

So when the feeling starts to fade away
I¹d rather there¹s be nothing left to say
In the warmth of your heart I¹ve felt a chill
What I don¹t know won¹t hurt me
But when I find out it will
I wanna know, I¹ve gotta know,

I wanna know what the hell you think you¹re doing
Behind my back


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SOMETIMES IN A DREAM
(words & music by Gary Schutt)

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WITHOUT YOU
(written by W.P. Ham & T. Evans)


No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now it's only fair that I should let you know
What you should know

I can't live If living is without you
I can't live I can't give anymore
I can't live If living is without you
I can't give I can't give anymore


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WARPAINT
(words & music by Gary Schutt)

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SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME
(words & music by Gary Schutt)

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DEATH ON TWO LEGS
(written by Freddie Mercury)

You suck my blood like a leech
You break the law and you preach
Screw my brain till it hurts
You’ve taken all my money
And you want more

Misguided old mule with your pig headed rules
With your narrow minded cronies
Who are fools of the first division

Death on two legs
You’re tearing me apart
Death on two legs
You’ve never had a heart of your own

Kill joy bad guy big talking small fry
You’re just an old barrow boy
Have you found a new toy to replace me?
Can you face me?
But now you can kiss my ass goodbye
Feel good are you satisfied?
Do you feel like suicide?
(I think you should)
Is your conscience all right
Does it plague you at night?
Do you feel good feel good?

You talk like a big business tycoon
You’re just a hot air balloon
So no one gives you a damn
You’re just an overgrown schoolboy
Let me tan your hide

A dog with disease
You’re the king of the ’sleaze’
Put your money where your mouth is
Mister know-all
Was the fin on your back
Part of the deal? (shark)

Death on two legs
You’re tearing me apart
Death on two legs
You’ve never had a heart (you never did) of your own
(right from the start)

Insane you should be put inside
You’re a sewer rat decaying in a cesspool of pride
Should be made unemployed
Then make yourself null and void
Make me feel good I feel good

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